Saturday, June 25, 2005


I just recieved an IM from out of nowhere to which I became suspicious of the motives behind the impromptu chat. Rather than try to explain this chat I will just post it with fair warning to all. Don't call me for strange crap. Get to the point or get away from me.

Ugafan495: heyman
Erks33: hello
Erks33: Whats up
Ugafan495: not much. just kickin' back on my day off. you?
Erks33: blogin away
Erks33: You must be a university of georgia fan
Ugafan495: yeah...i graduated in '95 from uga.
Erks33: thats cool
Ugafan495: played baseball at georgia for 2 years
.Erks33: ah
Erks33: were you good
Ugafan495: yeah, until i hurt my knee playing football with some friends of mine....couldn't play my senior year.
Erks33: bet that wasnt fun
Erks33: what brings you to me?
Ugafan495: just searching profiles, saw you are in warner robins...i grew up in macon. now live in atlanta.
Erks33: oh so you can see I am kindof a reactor so to speak
Erks33: well thats interesting
Ugafan495: how old are you?
Erks33: 46
Erks33: and you
Ugafan495: 32
Ugafan495: play any sports?
Erks33: I used to
Ugafan495: what did you play?
Erks33: I got hurt pretty bad in highschool football
Erks33: had a stroke and got whiplash
Ugafan495: damn.
Erks33: i figured i should get out while i was still alive
Erks33: I was good though
Ugafan495: how big a guy are you? ht/wt?
Erks33: 6 ft 220 lbsUgafan495: dark/light hair?
Erks33: grey
Ugafan495: hairy/smooth?
Erks33: why?
Ugafan495: just wondered
Erks33: i am neanderthol in appearance
Ugafan495: huh?
Erks33: jutting jaw slanty forehead
Erks33: pointy chin and nose
Erks33: bad teeth and a laugh that scares the hell out of people

Ugafan495: ah
Erks33: with broad shoulders and a deep chest which hides a super strenght that belies description

Well that concludes that pass for the day.


Wisdom VS the previous

Main Entry: wis·dom Pronunciation: 'wiz-d m Function: noun Etymology: Middle English, from Old English wisdom, from wis, wise Date: before 12th century1 a : accumulated philosophic or scientific learning : KNOWLEDGE b : ability to discern inner qualities and relationships : INSIGHT c : good sense : JUDGMENT d : generally accepted belief 2 : a wise attitude or course of action 3 : the teachings of the ancient wise men synonym see SENSEPronunciation Key
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Wisdom is not intellect. The power to know does not immediatly translate into the ability to devinate that is to deduce a new thing from given information. Nor the ability to utilize such in a proper manner which given the nature of the word would include the benifit of oneself and other people.

Memory vs. Intellect

Main Entry: mem·o·ry Pronunciation: 'mem-rE, 'me-m-Function: nounInflected Form(s): plural -ries Etymology: Middle English memorie, from Middle French memoire, from Latin memoria, from memor mindful; akin to Old English gemimor well-known, Greek mermEra care, Sanskrit smarati he remembersDate: 14th century1
a : the power or process of reproducing or recalling what has been learned and retained especially through associative mechanisms
b : the store of things learned and retained from an organism's activity or experience as evidenced by modification of structure or behavior or by recall and recognition
2 a : commemorative remembrance b : the fact or condition of being remembered
3 a : a particular act of recall or recollection b : an image or impression of one that is remembered
c : the time within which past events can be or are remembered
4 a : a device or a component of a device in which information especially for a computer can be inserted and stored and from which it may be extracted when wanted b : capacity for storing information
5 : a capacity for showing effects as the result of past treatment or for returning to a former condition; used especially of a material (as metal or plastic) synonyms MEMORY, REMEMBRANCE, RECOLLECTION, REMINISCENCE mean the capacity for or the act of remembering, or the thing remembered. MEMORY applies both to the power of remembering and to what is remembered . REMEMBRANCE applies to the act of remembering or the fact of being remembered . RECOLLECTION adds an implication of consciously bringing back to mind often with some effort . REMINISCENCE suggests the recalling of usually pleasant incidents, experiences, or feelings from a remote past .
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Main Entry: in·tel·lect Pronunciation: 'in-t l-"ektFunction: nounEtymology: Middle English, from Middle French or Latin; Middle French, from Latin intellectus, from intellegere to understand  more at INTELLIGENT Date: 14th century1 a : the power of knowing as distinguished from the power to feel and to will : the capacity for knowledge b : the capacity for rational or intelligent thought especially when highly developed 2 : a person with great intellectual powers Pronunciation Key
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One thing people are doing I have noticed is confusing memory with intellect. A person with a good memory may appear intelligent but when their cognitive abilities are tested the actual intellect comes clear. If a person with a good memory attemts to decieve others into thinking they are smart or if same individual is themselves confused by thier own belief that because they can remember minutiae that they must be smart when in fact a good memory does not equal intelligence (After all animals exhibit good memory and we all know that they are only as smart as animals). Not very smart. Though there are mamals which exhibit intellect(dolphins) they are mainly hampered by an inability to use tools or in the case of dolphins limited even though they probably have the intellect to do so. To the layman-They got no hands. Yet I digress.

A person with intellect also may have a poor memory and by outward appearences look moronic but when tested for the cognative using say an IQ test turn up a surprising 133 with a bent for seeing things from the macro versus the memory induced micro.

Prosperity is built on the truth

In order to flourish and prosper we must be able to see and do the truth by ourselves. If we cannot see and do the truth then we will make errors and in those errors we will not prosper. If we say we see the truth but do a lie we cannot prosper. For either we lied about seeing the truth and did a lie or in our deceptive behavior did a truth and lied about it engaging an old mathematical principle. A lie being a zero and the truth being a positive when multiplied together always equal a zero, and there is no way to escape this method. There is no way to add a lie to an equasion and make the equasion a positive; the whole thought becomes in that instant a zero.

In other words If you are telling the truth about something but want people to think something else and add a lie then what you are telling people in that instant becomes nothing. and if people follow that nothing they will always end up in the same place. Nowhere! And if there goal is prosperity measured in dollars and cents then they will end up broke.

Friday, June 24, 2005


If I win you win. If I lose you lose. Therefore in order for you to win you must defeat me however in your victory you lose.

What is it you lose? The world! Therefore I win. Why? Because I was right.

Therefore I urge you on to defeat me so that I can win.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

The Supreme Court is loosing its mind

The closely watched case involving New London, Conn., homeowners was one of six decisions issued Thursday as the court neared the end of its term. The justices are scheduled to release their final six rulings, including one on the constitutionality of Ten Commandments displays on public property, on Monday.

If the Supreme Court rules against the Ten Comandments then they will have to jackhammer the image of Moses holding the Ten Commandments off of the buildings potico. I hope they don't but in any case if Christians don't rise up in protest the gradient on this slide will just get worse.


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

My wife and I

Me singin at church

Me at 18.

My humble home(bought and paid for)


I think something is true but is it? Is knowledge thinking or is it knowing? Is there a difference between thinking and knowing? If there isn't a difference then why have two different words. If you say you think, are you saying you know or are you saying maybe? Are you telling me a little white lie just to make me feel better to include me in your thought or are you saying unequivocally it's a fact?

Do you people know the damage you are doing by saying you think when in fact you are saying you know. Do you know the damage that you do when you say you know when in fact you only think. Do you think that being apart of a group of people that say they know when they know they don't know, knowing that their associates also say they know knowing they don't know makes them apart of something that they know. I know this makes you who say you do know when you know that you don't know a group of people who don't know and hoping to deceive those who do know into believing that you do know.

So I should rename this one Thinking versus Knowing. Nope.

I think I know Why science. It is to think so we can know, not to think therefore we know. We know because we thought, but not all we thought led to what we know or what we think we know.

We don't know because we felt we know. We know because in every possible and unlimited way that we could think of what we know to be true always ends up the same. Then we know.

If we say we know but if every possible way that we think to test the truth is tried and one of the ways we think is not the same then we do not know.

If we say we know but we know that every test did not lead to the same then we are lieing.

If we tell others this lie and they being beguiled into thinking that what we say we know is known and so order their lives and fall into the unknown, then we have committed one of the most egregious crimes that man can perpetrate on another which can only be mollified by sequestering the liars from our selves so that we not be beguiled by such as they any more and hope that we are able to recover from the unknown to live in the known again.

Is it possible to know everything? Shall we put aside living our lives until we know that we know everything, or shall we live with what we know until we know more?

My answer for you can only be that I do not know. I can tell you what I think from what I know for you. I know that living in the truth cannot be for we live not by the truth but by the life that we have been given. Whether I know the truth and live by it or not is an aside for I live either way, that is the truth. That to live to make another's life better is the life that I live. To make another's life better makes my life better. If I am enriched for making another's life better is not important to me for you owe me nothing for me making your life better. To do otherwise would be to enslave you to me making me responsible for you and I will take no responsibility for you, your life, or you actions. Though I have the mind to empower me as such it is not my will to do so. I must be true to myself first. It is the bastion of all that I believe in as my behavior as a man. That if I free you from debt to me I will be the one who is free whether you are free or not. Neither do I indent you to me.

As for me I will live from what I know and that is this: There is too much that I do not know that transcends what I know and what other's know for me to know everything and therefore I know that if there is not something greater than mankind that knows then there is no reason to know anything and that I would be better off as an animal not knowing .

That it is better not knowing than to say that I know when I know that I do not know and to have been beguiled by those that say they know when they know that they don't know irritates me because I didn't know that they were saying that they knew but they didn't know, and I could have known.

It is bad for someone who says that they know when they know that they don't know to say to someone who knows that they know they don't know. Because the person who knows knows that he can no longer associate himself with the person who says he does know but doesn't because the knowledge that there is one more person who doesn't know decreases his chances of knowing more.

Sadly there are others that work for and wish for others to not know even hoping that others don't know so that they may enslave them with what they know.

It is a true gem to find out something new and to know. It is a greater gem to share what you know and have others discover the same.

Gun Control (Not)

The mask slips from the fade-0-crats in this article from Living in Babylon.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Does lieing cheating and stealing pay?

I don't know why don't you ask these two.

Updated: 10:22 PM EDT
Adelphia Founder Sentenced to 15 Years
John Rigas's Son Timothy Gets 20-Year Jail Term

Getty ImagesJohn Rigas, 80, and his son Timothy were convicted of fraud and conspiracy charges. Jump Below:· Photo Gallery: Faces of Scandal
NEW YORK (June 20) - John Rigas, who turned a $300 investment a half-century ago into cable behemoth Adelphia Communications Corp., was sentenced to 15 years in prison Monday for his role in the looting and debt-hiding scandal that pummeled the company into bankruptcy.
Rigas' son Timothy, 49, who like his father was convicted last year of bank fraud, securities fraud and conspiracy, was sentenced to 20 years in prison. Sand could have sentenced both men to life.


C'mon feds get some more I find this extremely entertaining.

Courtesy of Aol News


Main Entry: Brob·ding·nag·ianPronunciation: "bräb-di[ng]-'na-gE-&n, -dig-'na-Function:

adjectiveEtymology: Brobdingnag, imaginary land of giants in Gulliver's Travels, by Jonathan

SwiftDate: 1728: marked by tremendous size - Brobdingnagian noun

Sunday, June 19, 2005

The Word

Gen 1:1 In the beginning7225 God430 created1254 (853) the heaven8064 and the earth.776

Gen 1:2 And the earth776 was1961 without form,8414 and void;922 and darkness2822 was upon5921 the face6440 of the deep.8415 And the Spirit7307 of God430 moved7363 upon5921 the face6440 of the waters.4325

Gen 1:3 And God430 said,559 Let there be1961 light:216 and there was1961 light.216

Gen 1:4 And God430 saw7200 (853) the light,216 that3588 it was good:2896 and God430 divided914, 996 the light216 from996 the darkness.2822

Gen 1:5 And God430 called7121 the light216 Day,3117 and the darkness2822 he called7121 Night.3915 And the evening6153 and the morning1242 were1961 the first259 day.3117

Gen 1:6 And God430 said,559 Let there be1961 a firmament7549 in the midst8432 of the waters,4325 and let1961 it divide914, 996 the waters4325 from the waters.4325

Gen 1:7 And God430 made6213 (853) the firmament,7549 and divided914, 996 the waters4325 which834 were under4480, 8478 the firmament7549 from996 the waters4325 which834 were above4480, 5921 the firmament:7549 and it was1961 so.3651

H430אלהים'ĕlôhîymel-o-heem'Plural of H433; gods in the ordinary sense; but specifically used (in the plural thus, especially with the article) of the supreme God; occasionally applied by way of deference to magistrates; and sometimes as a superlative: - angels, X exceeding, God (gods) (-dess, -ly), X (very) great, judges, X mighty.

H1254בּראbârâ'baw-raw'A primitive root; (absolutely) to create; (qualified) to cut down (a wood), select, feed (as formative processes): - choose, create (creator), cut down, dispatch, do, make (fat).

From H2821; the dark; hence (literally) darkness; figuratively misery, destruction, death, ignorance, sorrow, wickedness: - dark (-ness), night, obscurity.

H8414תּהוּtôhûto'-hooFrom an unused root meaning to lie waste; a desolation (of surface), that is, desert; figuratively a worthless thing; adverbially in vain: - confusion, empty place, without form, nothing, (thing of) nought, vain, vanity, waste, wilderness.

H5921על‛alalProperly the same as H5920 used as a preposition (in the singular or plural, often with prefix, or as conjugation with a particle following); above, over, upon, or against (yet always in this last relation with a downward aspect) in a great variety of applications: - above, according to (-ly), after, (as) against, among, and, X as, at, because of, beside (the rest of), between, beyond the time, X both and, by (reason of), X had the charge of, concerning for, in (that), (forth, out) of, (from) (off), (up-) on, over, than, through (-out), to, touching, X with.

H8415תּהם תּהוםtehôm tehômteh-home', teh-home'(Usually feminine) from H1949; an abyss (as a surging mass of water), especially the deep (the main sea or the subterranean water supply): - deep (place), depth.

H8414תּהוּtôhûto'-hooFrom an unused root meaning to lie waste; a desolation (of surface), that is, desert; figuratively a worthless thing; adverbially in vain: - confusion, empty place, without form, nothing, (thing of) nought, vain, vanity, waste, wilderness.

H216אור'ôroreFrom H215; illumination or (concretely) luminary (in every sense, including lightning, happiness, etc.): - bright, clear, + day, light (-ning), morning, sun.

H914בּדלbâdalbaw-dal'A primitive root; to divide (in various senses literally or figuratively, separate, distinguish, differ, select, etc.): - (make, put) difference, divide (asunder), (make) separate (self, -ation), sever (out), X utterly.

H996בּיןbêynbane(Sometimes in the plural masculine or feminine); properly the constructively contracted form of an otherwise unused noun from

H995; a distinction; but used only as a preposition, between (repeated before each noun, often with other particles); also as a conjugation, either... or: - among, asunder, at, between (-twixt . . . and), + from (the widest), X in, out of, whether (it be... or), within.

H7549רקיעrâqîya‛raw-kee'-ahFrom H7554; properly an expanse, that is, the firmament or (apparently) visible arch of the sky: - firmament.

H4325מיםmayimmah'-yimDual of a primitive noun (but used in a singular sense); water; figuratively juice; by euphemism urine, semen: - + piss, wasting, water (-ing, [-course, -flood, -spring]).

אלהּ אלוהּ
'ĕlôahh 'ĕlôahh
el-o'-ah, el-o'-ah
(The second form is rare); probably prolonged (emphatically) from H410; a deity or the deity: - God, god. See H430.

Shortened from H352; strength; as adjective mighty; especially the Almighty (but used also of any deity): - God (god), X goodly, X great, idol, might (-y one), power, strong. Compare names in "-el."

From the same as H193; properly strength; hence anything strong; specifically a chief (politically); also a ram (from his strength); a pilaster (as a strong support); an oak or other strong tree: - mighty (man), lintel, oak, post, ram, tree.

From an unused root meaning to twist, that is, (by implication) be strong; the body (as being rolled together) also powerful: - mighty, strength.

I wanted to take a look at first the word deep (why is an excellent question) and for lack of a reason not to I have. In the process I ended up tracing God back 5 or so meanings which I found interesting as well. Never the less in the context of these first verses of the bible I have discovered that if you do not put priority on the exact sequence then they begin to appear in contradiction.

The deep is a nowhere place in which a [plural(limited in number rolled together) ]deity , pillar of strength who is chief from which I gather that God was one, but not one, but in complete agreement with himself.

Expect this to grow as I endeaver to totally disect these verses and provide you people with the insite as it occurs to me.